One of the down-sides of depression I have noticed, is the acute loneliness, which is constantly present. I wonder constantly if people see me... who I really am. If they care to look beneath the facade I present and peel back the layers.... Even in a room of the most amazing people, I feel a lack of connection. Over the years I've constantly surrounded myself with people, just to not be alone. Yet even then, The feeling does not change.
I find myself now tired. Tired of feeling like there's a glass bubble surrounding me. The random bouts of sadness, then extremely joyous moods. This is a roller-coaster I would want no one to be on.
I really do feel like I'm falling apart, and barely breathing. And off course this song fuels another crying binge.
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